I’m completely terrified of being like this for the rest of my life.
“Did you study for the test?”



~Dispute not with her, for she is
lunatic | Lesbian | Virginia ~
I’m completely terrified of being like this for the rest of my life.
I poured everything I had into you, and you were still empty.
(via poems-and-words)
Fuck, I feel this.
Sweet kisses like poison on my lips Softly she drowns me in them And when i start to pull away to breathe i taste it that bitter metal taste The taste of blood in your mouth the taste of lies But i can do nothing to stop it My lips her lips intertwined shes slowly taking me under Slowly taking every breath from me while somehow simultaneously breaking my heart I pull back i cant breathe i want to breathe i want to know that this is real and that you are here but when i pull back to look into those eyes that so effortlessly melt my heart i see distain Not love and i reach for you thinking somehow my touch could provide you with the knowledge that someone cares and that it’ll fix you but no Instead somehow you drain me of all my love in one simple touch you mend your broken heart and leave me and mine tattered and torn in the street but those lips you kiss every inch of me leaving searing scars for the world to see because in your selfishness you want no one else to have me and no one will ever have me the way you had me i want so much to walk away but I’m stuck in place So in this place with a tattered heart, searing scars & the bitter taste of blood in my mouth i will stay until i can once again breathe..